The Why's That Makes Me Fly

The Why's that makes me Fly

For 2 years of my life I worked at a spiritually defeating “real job.” I stayed to say, “I could do it" to myself & family. Prior to that position, I didn’t “have to work”. I had money that came to me from 3 different sources and anything I did outside of it was pocket change. I was never satisfied with what I was doing.

 I grew restless with modeling, bartending, assisting & “living”. Needless to say I took it for granted. Not that I was a brat, it’s was just that I couldn’t appreciate because I didn’t know what to do with my life. My understanding of passion & purpose was minimal. I was lost & confused.

I wanted to be a photographer but you couldn’t get me in a class.

When I was modeling opportunities came but you couldn’t get me in the gym. 

When I was up for managing positions in my self defeating career I’d self-sabotage with some drama.

The list goes on....SMH

There was a time you couldn’t pay me to be “positive”. Victim was my middle name. It was them, her, this or that. To why I couldn't be happy.

Most people couldn't even see who I really was because I was conflicted with my false identify & my real self. I couldn’t even show my true self because I couldn’t see the “real me” in them.  I am a rare breed (lol).

Deep down I was drowning my inner voice & wisdom. I do it when I can’t see the full picture. When I don’t Trust, Believe & know that I have Family, Love & real Dreams that can be realized. I had to get it tattooed on my wrist so I wouldn’t forget.

I am into self-help, personal development and writing about it because if not I would not pursue anything outside the norm of what is expected of me. I grew up around you are nothing without education. And yet with no formal education, I am published several times. 

I am even working on a book proposal now.

I don’t force my writing because I am inspired to write.

It is always effortless.

I enjoy it immensely.

It feels like I make beautiful art with it like I did when I wrote poems.

I love sharing things that could help someone in some way.

It is my gift to convey things from a level of understanding that we all have but don’t tap into as much.

We all have something to give, a gift from source to be given. It heals your life when instrumented. Use it or life will seem useless, lifeless.

~Opportunities will come that will require both your left (calculated) & right(creative)  brain. And I am learning now to be a lefty (lol). Business & Beauty!~

Find that voice. Find that inner dreamer. Find your Passion. Better yet uncover it.

Those are my WHY's that makes me FLY!

With Love,

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